Posted by llrrrpp on June 5, 2006, at 0:59:00
In reply to and hugs for you » llrrrpp, posted by agent858 on June 5, 2006, at 0:10:11
Well, agent858
I *do* feel lonely
it's the lonely of insomnia
and having done nothing all day
except pity my freakishnessand babble has been so quiet
I think you're the only one still around.I'm happy to have had the chance to hang out with you even if it was brief. Even if I'm writing this post to a babbler who doesn't exist in a few hours.
I'm glad you have a T, and you are getting some help. I have a T too, and a pdoc, and a lot of people pulling for me. but... sometimes. It's just me. all me, only me. me vs. myself vs. my craziness.
ugh.
well. hugs for you again agent858.
I think you're brave, and I admire your independence. If you want to come back and visit, that's okay too. I hope you won't be pigheaded and make yourself grumpy just in the name of stubborn principle. It sounds like you have a lot of friends on babble, even if they're quiet tonight. I will be presumptuous, and tell you that they will miss you too. I barely know you, and I miss you. (but I have crazy neurotransmitters, that mislead me sometimes) In my insomniac musings, I wonder who you are. man, woman? age? are you someone who's in love with your T? are you someone who is getting over trauma? are you someone who is fighting substance abuse? so many questions for the anonymous post-er named agent858.
I *will* go back in the archives and find out what I'm missing by not having you around any more.
I hope you won't forget us, even if you choose not to hang out with us anymore in the future.
yours,
-llrrrpp
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