Posted by susan47 on May 26, 2006, at 13:19:01
I don't know how to make it right, anymore. What I supposed to do, what I should say, to bring back the hope, the hope there in the eyes, the hope that I was trustworthy, that I was good .. that I am a whole person. And I am. But as long as others do the talking for that person, and they likely always always will, will have to, no choice, there is no choice in these matters...
to deprive people of the power of your voice,
the wonder in all you contain ....
for someone as loaded with spirits,
as loaded .. as I was ....
well.
To be the cause of so much struggle,
so much pain, agony felt at the expense of another ...
so many others ...
so many agonies ...
so many loves forever untold ...
my god what joy in your life.
To be a part of joy, and no longer a part of fear.
Or anger.
Worry.
Please, please please
don't deprive everyone ...
where is the trust?
poster:susan47
thread:648899
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