Posted by Susan47 on March 14, 2006, at 17:26:14
In reply to I Have to Stop, posted by Susan47 on March 14, 2006, at 17:13:42
oh this is so confusing.
Tell me Why, Why, WHY the hell am I conducting an on-line session with MYSELF, that is just too funny, too hilarious, but it's good, it's fabulous in a way, because I get to help/hinder myself and I'm TOTALLY in control of all my thoughts, may they be thoughts that are productive to my health and wellbeing and all of those around me, please. I try really hard, does everybody do this? Do you keep a mental monitor running on yourself, and when you see yourself in a picture, a photo, it's, like, startling because you look so different than you pictured ... and you Hate seeing your picture because it always lets you down. Once I had a series of pics taken of me by my last ex- and they were old crone picturses, me in the garden, no makeup, relaxing with the dog ... and I am Major Ugly. I loved it, they're the best pictures of me, they're the truest ones. One day I think I shall have the nerve and I will have them all blown up and put on the walls. That is my ego. That is who I see myself as. She's totally natural, totally unencumbered by anything including how she's looking, and I suspect if you really wanted to know somebody, you'd ask them to choose those pictures of themself, only those, and then you would look at just THOSE pictures, and you would see and known who that person truly is, in one look.
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