Posted by ClearSkies on December 28, 2005, at 7:13:55
In reply to Re: Enough, posted by sal0805 on December 27, 2005, at 15:39:40
> Give me a bit of what you feel, and what you mean - I shall get back to you on this!!
>
> In the mean time - you remain as special as always!!
>
> SI'm always found wanting somehow... praised at work (when I worked) but also always criticised. Does one negate the other?
Told I'm smart and then I don't "get" so many things.. how to install a telephone on a wall, a book that others fawn about that leaves me in the dark, knitting, throwing and catching a ball, riding a bicycle.
Clever and then dumb by turns.
Why can't I just accept that who I am and what I am capable of is OK, and not a matter of having to struggle to be someone, something I'm not?
Why do I cry so very much?
Why do I actually hate my mother (this is very true and has taken me many years to be able to write down).
Why do I cringe from social situations? I'd rather hide under the covers than go anywhere and do anything.
Why do I speak in absolutes all the time (hehehe).
CS
poster:ClearSkies
thread:591228
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