Posted by Toph on October 11, 2005, at 15:07:18
In reply to ramble, posted by alexandra_k on October 11, 2005, at 1:45:41
Alex, please don't tell him this because he doesn't need to know, and also because I have behaved as if I don't need him, and, for the most part, I have acted as if I resent his power and control. The group, in my mind, was supposed to matter the most not the administrator, and while certainly I have benefitted immensely from the friends I have encountered here, if I am truely honest about it, it was his approval that I sought the most, even though it may not have appeared as if it were important to me. Then again, I have always longed for ways to please my absent father. Maybe (at least for me) you should have given your ramble a trigger.
Toph
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