Posted by Susan47 on September 26, 2005, at 19:27:48
In reply to Re: You do » Susan47, posted by sunny10 on September 26, 2005, at 10:46:33
PS, BTW and all that, I called the ex-T again and left, like, a dozen pathetic msgs out of my extreme Anxiety when I realized that the phone call I was expecting from the kids at the airport, wasn't coming .. and the goddamn ex-husband, well that a-hole didn't have the courtesy or forethought, now THAT's what it is, both courtesy and forethought, that he's missing... he didn't have it in him to have the children at least leave a message on my machine, or to call me at work, or to call me on my cell, or anything. And that is so typical, I realize, of what he is and what he does. And now the kids are completely out of my world, as far as I know. Because that's all I know. If they don't contact me, I have absolutely No Way of contacting them other than through the police or political channels or anything else which would involve major bureaucracy .. and I can't see their faces as their plane takes off, the first plane they've ever been on, and it's a trans-atlantic flight, can you Imagine? They're nine and eleven, and it's their first trip and it's a multiple-country multiple-continent trip, it's three months, and I'm not there, I'm not with my babies, only they're not my babies, not at all, anymore .. I couldn't get the vision of my youngest child's face out of my head last night, his eyes.
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