Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 2:04:03
In reply to Re: Crap crap crap, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 1:58:13
And now I feel really sick.
And I can't believe I am writing this.
But then I kind of can believe that I am because this is something that I would NEVER NEVER NEVER NOT IN A MILLION YEARS say to anybody IRL. No f*cking way. And thats the kind of stuff that it is good to say on Babble because that is the only way it is ever going to get said and it is better to say it than to just push it away all the time - right?Does anybody else get this?
Even just a little bit?I don't know what it is.
Maybe it is just that nobody seemed to give a damn about me really.
Not my father
Not them (once they were in trouble)
Not my p-doc
But when people have a partner then they are there for them and they do stuff for them and they try and stick with them and help them etc.
And maybe it is just that.
Just that.
And I confuse that with sex.
I don't know.
And think nobody does sh*t for anybody when that isn't a motive.
Even though I know that isn't true.
I still think it sometimes.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:489108
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