Posted by sunny10 on April 13, 2005, at 10:42:48
In reply to Re: There are Some Things I cannot ever tell you, posted by Susan47 on April 6, 2005, at 14:33:12
as my SO has not shown the littlest shred of remorse about anything- not even the relationship ending without admitting that he was unacceptably violent by strangling me- I can honestly say that I feel that last post very intensely.
I am entirely replaceable. I am entirely unloveable. I am entirely stupid for ever believing there was a hope for "us". I am entirely stupid for thinking that there is anything good at all in store for my future. I am too damaged, too broken, and no one wants to have to deal with that- not even me.
I know I promised to call you- I hope that you understand that I am trying very hard to communicate this way... today, I cannot speak without my voice breaking and bursting into tears.
I have to be able to at least pretend to work...
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