Posted by sunny10 on March 23, 2005, at 12:17:01
In reply to Re: , » AdaGrace, posted by alexandra_k on March 22, 2005, at 22:36:40
whether you can't see it while you're depressed or not, you must realize that many people LOOK for your posts- no matter what you call them BECAUSE what you say is always "worth it" !!!
I have mentioned before that I am lazy. There are many days that I do not have the self-discipline to read your posts carefully enough to really get at the heart of what you are saying. This is the "over my head" comment that I think AdaGrace posted. But I always come back to your posts when I want to to exercise my brain.
That being said, when it comes to depression, I've always said that I would be happier if someone just took a hammer to my head and left me braindead. Life must be so much simpler when there aren't a MILLION thoughts running around in your head...
Intelligence is both a curse and a blessing.
Try to remember that it is not just a curse...
I think that all of this is why I told you I wouldn't go into the machine. I know that I have to accept and figure out how to work WITH who I am, instead of always fighting against it...
Okay, I'm now totally babbling, sorry... Please don't ever apologize for writing how you feel.
I loved your poem. Like everything else you write, it made me think.
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