Posted by Susan47 on February 9, 2005, at 21:56:00
In reply to Re: Depression? » Susan47, posted by smokeymadison on February 9, 2005, at 16:38:50
The part that makes sense is trying to figure out how to get what you didn't get from your parents. I got off on this small town tangent instead, sorry I'm not thinking too clearly it's been an emotional day. But every day is emotional for me anyway. Yes, are you in therapy because I think the right therapist can really help to show us how to get that, I know this may sound terrible to some who read it, but it's true, I do believe, you can get it from yourself. It's just a matter of finding that and then learning the trick of maintaining it as a near-constant. It's eluded me so far, I'm 47 will be 48 soon and have just had my first glimpse of what that might be like. Glimpses Only Allowed. Someone should have warned us it would be this difficult to enter through the gates of self-sufficiency ... it's such an enormous struggle.
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