Posted by Gabbi-x-2 on February 8, 2005, at 15:09:36
In reply to Re: I Saw Myself » AdaGrace, posted by Susan47 on February 8, 2005, at 10:12:52
The honesty in that poem, and in the posts that follow is heart wrenching and beautiful, thank you.
Come back, AdaGrace, forever will you NOT feel ashamed!
> If I feel ashamed then I do too.
> There will be no redemption for either one of us.
> Do you know how foolish I've made myself
> wanting someone who doesn't want me,
> believing I was good enough?
>
> Waking up one day and realizing
> I made a fool, a complete and utter fool of myself,
> and I made someone uncomfortable with me,
> and I can never never never take that back?
> Knowing that I could have saved myself
> all the risk, all the injury of loving the wrong person,
> and yet I barrelled ahead anyway,
> allowing my emotions and desires to get the better of me,
> leaving the sad parts, the vulnerable hurt parts,
> exposed for ridicule?
poster:Gabbi-x-2
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