Posted by Susan47 on January 31, 2005, at 10:44:34
In reply to I loved and lost, and lost, and lost, and lost, posted by Susan47 on January 31, 2005, at 10:36:35
to be with their father, who is sick,
and they're sick and staying home from school,
and I'm alone, and I should be looking for a job,
but I don't want one, I want everything back
the way it was ten years ago,
and I want to be who I was before I met S, and
took on all his life problems,
and had his children,
although they're incredibly beautiful children
and beautiful people,
they're being ruined by his lackadaisical attitude
toward everything is life, especially rearing them,
and I have absolutely no say in anything anymore,
everyone's confidence in me is completely shot,
because I fell apart under the pressure of trying to
bear up under the *ssh*le S, I fell apart,
and now no one trusts me or loves me properly,
including myself.
poster:Susan47
thread:450519
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