Posted by just plain jane on January 19, 2005, at 0:53:34
mother you were wonderful
at swinging me around
drop me on the ground
rub my face in the dirt
make it hurt
so you won't have toturn this child into a bucket
aw, fuk it, no one wants her anyway
fill her full of all your sorrows
smashed dreams of tomorrows
that will not become todayyou caged me for four years
with your tears,
implanted all your fears
in bad dreams
ignore my screamstold me secrets
that no child should ever know
watched them grow
poison pouring through my brain
feeling pain
etching deeply in my soultoo bad you never knew me
let the love running through me
permeate the sadness in your heart
stay lonely with your hate
it's not your fate
it's what you've chosenif I could give you joy
I'd been a boy
a rotten shyt, like my father
so you'd tell me
would you still try to sell me?I don't know why I bother.
poster:just plain jane
thread:444070
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20050118/msgs/444070.html