Posted by alexandra_k on January 1, 2005, at 15:42:58
In reply to Okay ehm, i guess this probly doesnt belong here., posted by lydia on January 1, 2005, at 9:15:38
That belongs here perfect :-)
I understand...
Story of my life in fact. And not just me, there are others here too. The pain, the confusion, the lonliness, the isolation, the bouts of pleasure WHY CANT IT JUST F*CK*NG STOP or at least slow down, or something.
If I said it does get better then you may hate me as much as I hated the person who told me that...
But it does. Gradually, the highs and lows get further apart and less intense. But that doesn't change what they are when they happen.I don't know what to say.
Suicide is not really an option, of course.
If you fail then people will definately call you manipulative.When they say that read: they feel manipulated. Why? Because you are in PAIN and they feel bad because from their point of view there is nothing they can do to make it stop. But, yeah, the little things help. Non judgemental listening and care. I don't know why but I make it so d*mn hard for others to love me...
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