Posted by smokeymadison on December 11, 2004, at 22:23:27
In reply to Re: sometimes I feel heavy » alexandra_k, posted by Atticus on December 11, 2004, at 21:08:34
really, lying in another's arms every night can be even more painful than lying alone. the person is so close, but i am so shut off from him. he can't feel what i am feeling, can't know what is going through my mind--terrible thoughts. sometimes i go sleep on the couch so i don't have to be near him. then at least the separation isn't just mental.
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