Posted by Angela2 on December 2, 2004, at 14:08:42
I live a mundane lifestyle
Its getting kind of old
It causes me pain
It makes me want to quit my jobI don't like to hear things I have to hear
I equate pleasure with things that are good for me
I am so wrong
But it feels so rightWonder. Like will there ever be a place for neurotic people where there isn't someone telling them what they're doing wrong and why their thiking causes them problems? Illogical thinking feels so normal. But I wish I wasn't neurotic because maybe then my relationship with my therapist wouldn't feel so numb.
Old. Like the way it feels when you've listened to the same song 50 times in a row. You don't want to hear it anymore but you don't want to leave the comfort of your room. So you play it one more time hoping it will feel like new again. Saving you from going out into the world.
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