Posted by B2chica on September 3, 2004, at 14:24:41
Echos of laughter are in my head
i thought it was time to shove food in my mouth
the thought of food now makes me sick
i had no choice but to pass their domain
i didn't make it past.
the bloody laughter chilled my soul.
they grabbed me quick
and sat me down hard
hard...almost toppling the chair
the cold steel clentching my wrists
click,click,click, faster
click,click,click,clickechos of laughter are in my head
three large shadows tower up above
dancing around like a night ritual
heads tilted abnormally back
their eyes almost shut, yet
fiery with wrecklessness
eyes black and hollow
with no concience
mouths distorted and opened wide
their crooked teeth and foul breaththe echos of laughter are in my head
first i wisper with knotted fists
"it's too tight"
then outloud
"it hurts my wrists"
i wriggle about trying to be free
"Stop, stop,stp,st.."The echos of laughter are in my head
their sounds echo louder
mine muffles and disappears
one button
two button
three buttons wide
i close my eyes
have the buttons closed?
i open my eyes
still exposed.
i start to separateI try to yell but there are no sounds
a hundred hands
but i allow no tears
no emotions to havethe echos of laughter are in my head
confusion overpowers
how does it happen so fast
the dance continues
my heart beats rapid
my breaths drawn quick
my hope sinks
i start to hear music
"I" become invisible
i leave that stupid girl
The echos of laughter in my headwait...
...gently
i'm pulled back
i focus back in
the music stopsby one with conscience it is stopped
Now i think, it was not so bad.
But the echos of laughter still in my head.
poster:B2chica
thread:386071
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