Posted by Jai Narayan on May 25, 2004, at 9:01:40
In reply to Re: My fight » Jai Narayan, posted by holymama on May 23, 2004, at 12:43:13
> HI Jai,
>
> I don't know if we've met before, but I've seen your optimism and spirituality in your writings to other people, and I've always wanted to be in touch.
>
***Hi ~~Autumn~~
I too have read your posts and admired your energy and kindness. It's so nice to say good morning.
> If I am suicidal it is because of the illness, and I am mad about that right now.***I was suicidal for a good portion of my life and it seems quite a challenge to over come that lure. I got caught up in the thinking that I would never be happy again and all I would feel was pain...so the lure of suicide. But my life has changed with time, lots of therapy...about 40years of it, and I have finally come out of the dazzle of that solution to my pain.
I don't know how other people have gotten over having that solution as a choice.
I would be curious.
It took me a lot of work and time.
>Thank you for the suggestions, I will consider them in my journal.
>
> ~~Autumn~~***Good luck and it sounds like you love your family. That can keep you strong.
Jai Narayan
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