Posted by johnnyj on June 26, 2006, at 8:52:25
In reply to Re: Hey Jules , johnny, cashy, jenico..., posted by musky on June 26, 2006, at 0:27:34
Hi Musky,
I slept ok on Friday night. I fell asleep on the couch and was sleeping pretty sound. I felt weird all day Saturday and then did not sleep at all on Saturday night. I was so agitated and got so upset. I could not sit still and rest in one position very long. I had drank some chamomille tea before bed and I am wondering if that had a paradoxal reaction to it? I often have the opposite reaction to herbs so I am hoping it was the tea. Therefore, Sunday was terrible. I had all of this tension in my stomach and chest. I ate that afternoon and things went down very fast and I was totally spaced out. I do think a lot of it is the lack of sleep. Relaxing music, praying, relaxtion, nothing has been working the past few nights. Just so agitated, but Saturday was the worst it has been. When trying to sleep I seemed to be in a half dream state trying to fall to sleep but not there yet which was very weird. I saw myself driving and all of the sudden there were school kids in the cross walk and I jolted awake and was totally freaked out. very scary.
I sometimes crunch up my forehead and release it because of tension I get. I haven't had to do that with my face. But, there is a lot of tension because of the drug. My forehead is all tight today.
Fight with your husband? Well, my wife and I fought Thursday night. I just wanted to run to the mountains and wait all of this out.
I had to take some dramamine as the nausea was up and down on Sunday. I managed about 5 hours sleep last night but I am beat today. I am somewhat worried that this anxiety is not going away. But, this is not the heart pounding physical anxiety I have felt. Just some nagging anxiety that resides somehwere I can't figure out. I will give it 2 months before deciding to take some other action. To have sleep/nausea/anxiety problems after 4 weeks is worrying me a lot. I guess I had 3 good nights of sleep last week and then 4 bad ones. Before they were moderately bad and now either good or bad. And the bad, are really bad.
Do you have any stomcah tension or ache after eating? Some sharp pains too. My appetite is not the best the past two days and that is troublesome.
Some times during the day I feel I am just one step away from feeling great and things will calm down. Other times I feel I am one step away to crashing. Hard to know as my whole experience right now is just "weird". Often times I cannot say exactly what I am feeling just "off" ya know?
Getting very tired of this. I have found that my new ability to feel things at times is overwhelming too. I enjoy feeling the breeze on my face, etc., but I have been numb so long it is somewhat scary too. Does this make any sense? This may be a source of anxiety too.
Not sure what to do with the sleep as I cannot have total sleepless nights and recover. Lot's of mixed feelings right now.
johnnyj
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