Posted by oldschool305 on November 20, 2008, at 13:01:08
IF.... you are 100% ready to quit. Otherwise it's pretty damn hard. I thought I was ready to quit numerous times. I've been in detox, several rehabs, doctor after doctor, AA, therapy, you name it!!! But deep down, I was not ready to give it up. Therefore, I would continue to relapse and make excuses to myself.
Last week, I did something so absurd and disgusting that I knew it was time. That it was FOR REAL this time. I am only 9 days sober today, but I am ready to quit. I don't want it, It's ruining my life and ruining all my relationships with friends and family.
I want it this time. I want to quit. I don't need AA, I am doing this on my own. 9 days sober, back on my meds, and feeling better than ever. My meds actually have an opportunity to work now.
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