Posted by AMD on November 30, 2005, at 13:52:09
Folks,
I'd been doing /so/ well for the past five weeks -- no alcohol, no cocaine. But on Friday I slipped, drank and blacked out and did some cocaine.
Today I feel absolutely horrid. I woke up this morning breathing quickly, jittery, and very depressed. This has lingered now for four days. I'm worried I will not recover and that I'll feel like this forever.
I have been taking Zyprexa, but it only seems to be making things worse. I'm also on Celexa and Lamictal. I'm about to enter panic stage as I feel like I'm falling apart and don't see a light at the end of the tunnel (and other cliches).
Will I get better? Am I going to feel this scatterbrained and depressed for long? I have done this before, I know, but it's never persisted to this degree.
Help!
amd
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thread:583728
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