Posted by rainbowbrite on May 28, 2005, at 14:31:45
In reply to Re: feelings » AuntieMel, posted by rainbowbrite on May 25, 2005, at 10:48:37
I dont really believe in miracles and maybe because one of the closest things to a miracle has just happened to me I am now questioning it.
But I feel so relieved that certain other people FINALLY got involved in this 'problem' and that at the moment I am not having to hit my head against denser heads to be heard properly. Or feel lik eIm in constant worry that something bad is going to happen all the time (hopefully this will last). Im trying to be ultra positive and hope for the best, maybe things CAN really change. I hope so. I hope Im not being too positive since it is still pretty early...who knows. But I feel so relieved right now and it just came out of no where, sort of like reaching out here about this issue caused a good thing to happen (OK i dont believe in that stuff but the positive turn things have taken is so strange!)
It also feels so weird not to have a constant heavy worry on my shoulders because of this person, I am actually having to get used to it.
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