Posted by vwoolf on October 15, 2004, at 13:38:31
In reply to First drink - triggering, posted by vwoolf on October 15, 2004, at 11:28:14
God, I feel like some sort of Junkie. A few glasses later and I'm fine. I have some Senegalese music playing in the background, and even if the world doesn't exactly look rosy, I think I might survive - at least for a few hours. Ohhhhh! But I feel so guilty. Why should I feel guilty about doing the one thing that makes it bearable, even if in a temporary way? Life is just too painful to keep going, I think.
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