It's making me miserable

Posted by saw on October 5, 2004, at 4:11:16

but still I can't and don't want to stop drinking. Everyday I feel guilty but can't wait to get home so that I can have that calming drink. I can't believe I allowed myself to get this bad. I knew a long time ago that if I continued to drink in the fashion that I did, that one day I would not be able to stop. That one day I would Need it. Now the d@mn stuff controls me. Or does depression control me? Ugh, I just want to be normal.
Very down today
Sabrina

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