Posted by catmint on May 19, 2004, at 1:14:31
In reply to Re: important info re: bipolars and drugs » Caper, posted by catmint on May 18, 2004, at 2:19:51
I have good news. I got myself to an NA meeting. I don't know if it was the meeting that did it, or the conversation I had with a coulple of folks from the AA meeting next door, but I FEEL FREE of the desire to do more coke!!
I'm serious, this is not something I want to get hooked on. I have enough to worry about as it is with my illness.
I am so grateful that I feel this way, 2 days ago I was asking my friend to bring me more coke in 2 weeks and looking forward to it, and NOW I have the strength to ask him to NOT BRING IT!
I really love him as a friend, our friendship is based on much more than using coke. So... I am going to tell him to not bring it around me any more and even if I ask to tell me he doesn't have any,
I don't want to do any more coke
I hope I feel like this tomorrow. Please I need any support you guys can give.
Seriously, I didn't do coke for over 10 years, now after 2 weeks of doing it twice, I loved it too much, and was worried I would get addicted to it.
Someone told me tonight that it is VERY addictive.
F that. I will not do that to myself, and my family.Thanks.
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