Posted by ground on April 26, 2004, at 15:54:46
In reply to Re: schizophrenics - what are your drug experiences?, posted by man_oh_man1977 on April 25, 2004, at 22:32:53
i didn't make it clear that the second list of drugs are those i am curious about others' experiences with, but have not used.
considering that i have used only weed, alcohol, and methylphenidate since this has noticeably begun, i don't know if the use of another drug will now catalyze some sort of horrible experience. obviously they would probably be wise to avoid but i am certainly headstrong and obstinate in this area. ah, youth. this is really what i am trying to figure out - i don't want to swear off drug use forever, as they are often fascinating.
since the last time i smoked (friday) the symptoms are already disappearing (perceptual changes when sober have hardly occurred at all today, it's harder to trigger an episode). i still don't know if my problem is latent schizophrenia, or something only brought about by weed, or what.
the situations of real terror have so far only occurred when i have been high. given my experience so far, i think the symptoms will eventually fade away, but this unresolved situation will be lurking and i don't know when - or if - it will occur again, barring smoking some more weed of course.
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