Posted by julie_ann_2003 on November 20, 2003, at 23:20:42
In reply to Re: Chicken or the egg- which came first (Amph-Depr), posted by krazybirdlady on November 20, 2003, at 18:10:23
wow it truly means alot to me to see a response to my post. you cannot imagine the aloneness of keeping such a secret, and as far as doctors go-i dont even know what kind to see- i saw a psychiatrist once she tried me on zoloft and prozac and i gave them an honest try but they just didnt work so i quit taking them and went back to what i knew did work. Every other doctor has allways wanted to blame my drug use for anything that was wrong with me. I promise i will look into finding another but with medicaid i worry what information is actually confidential and what isnt. My tolerance built but not like you would think, I was never one to do the big ones- allways wanted to spread it out and worried more about having some for the next day unlike everyone else i knew who would do it till it was gone and then crash hard. I have met someone incredible that i have been seeing for a year now-- he has no idea and the thought of his learning or my not being my usual self all the sudden has me even more stressed. thanks for letting me know you care.
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