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Re: it is just so disappointing...

Posted by alexandra_k on May 2, 2020, at 4:34:04

In reply to Re:the vaccine plan, posted by alexandra_k on May 2, 2020, at 3:34:00

I mean...

I came back in the spirit of humility.

I wanted to make a genuine difference, here.

I did not come back in the spirit of 'I know better than you' or 'I am better than you' I came back in the spirit of learning.

I enrolled in courses at tech because I wanted to support one of the teachers there (particularly) because I liked what I saw of his teaching online. He knew his stuff. And I wanted to learn from him. And there were 2 other people involved in teaching for the programme. And they knew a bunch of stuff too. And I learned from them as best I could...

ANd it was incredibly frustrating when (for example) I couldn't hear them speaking in lectures because people were talking around me incessantly and would not / could not shut up in lecture environments.

And I was incredibly frustated by many hours devoted to group learning tasks.

And I was very very frustrated that there was no quiet individual study space on campus. The quietest areas of the library were set up right next to the group work spaces so the noise travelled...

And it was somehow asking 'special favors' for, for example, a classroom space to be opened up aftr hours for silent study only. Special exception just for me (only becuase nobody else wanted / needed / could utilise silent study space).

I don't come out with my qualification.

Apparently it was just fine for me to not get the qualification. 'Don't worry about her -- she'll be okay'. Meanwhile a person is hired specifically to round up all the kids not in attendance who are in danger of failing by not meeting attendance rquirements. Someohow it' sokay if I"m faile dout: It's okay if they fail me. Because 'she'll be okay, don't worry abou ther'.

Spirit of humility...

How many talks to I go to at university level. Mmmmm your research is just faaaaaaaaaaaaaascinating. I listen. I summarise. I ask good questions.

Years and years and years and years and years of it.

Then I produce some research:

And you fail me. NOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo you are not doooooooooooooooooooooone yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. It's rubbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbish.

The most basic level of respect has not been returned to me.

I f*ck*ng humored you.

And it's your f*ck*ng job to humor me.


Shut it down,

Shut it down,

Shut it down.

They can't actually tell the f*ck*ng difference.




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