Posted by alexandra_k on December 23, 2010, at 23:46:51
In reply to Re: crap, posted by Solstice on December 23, 2010, at 21:54:48
thanks solstice. it is just particularly noticeable how dysfunctional and f*ck*d up i am when it hits this time of year because of issues around cooking / food sharing / socializing with people who i'm not entirely comfortable with. this isn't a family time for me, so dealing with others pity / charity is something i'm also supposed to feel... um... grateful(?) for?
i should probably volunteer someplace and fill my day doing stuff for others for a change...
i just really wish this holiday didn't exist (for me). it would be okay if only people didn't feel... um... obliged(?) to ask what i'm doing with my day.
ideally... heavy deadlifting then sleep, methinks. but the gym is closed now and doesn't reopen until the 10th or some such... wine is nice.
but it will be over soon. oh yes, indeed.
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