:-(

Posted by muffled on November 6, 2008, at 15:54:47

In reply to Re: My thots, no dissing intended, posted by Angela2 on November 6, 2008, at 14:26:13

Yeah....
I been just a number in the 'system'.
Blessedly briefly.
I been judged negatively by people to my face. People who did not know me. Didn't even know my name 'cept for it on the piece of paper in front of them.
I been cut down as trash, garbage, merely cuz I smiled at the wrong time.
Did they ever consider my muteness and smile were FEAR?
No.
Just took me aside and verbally tore me to shreds.
I am fortunate.
I can dissociate.
Could then too.
So I became numb and walked away.
Sensitive topic indeed.
:-(

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Opps, that was to Happyflower! TexasChic 11/6/08
Please be civil » happyflower Deputy 10derHeart 11/6/08
Some tips on how to help someone venting happyflower 11/6/08
My thots, no dissing intended » happyflower muffled 11/6/08
Re: My thots, no dissing intended happyflower 11/6/08
Did someone mention object relations? (nm) Sigismund 11/6/08
Re: My thots, no dissing intended Angela2 11/6/08
Happyflower, venting that your hurt is OK by me » happyflower muffled 11/6/08
:-( muffled 11/6/08
Re: :-( Angela2 11/6/08
No worries muffled 11/6/08
Re: My thots, no dissing intended Dr. Bob 11/6/08
that is good to know, thx for update (nm) » Dr. Bob muffled 11/6/08
Thank you (nm) » Dr. Bob Angela2 11/7/08
Re: My thots, no dissing intended Phillipa 11/7/08

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