Posted by happyflower on November 6, 2008, at 13:12:55
In reply to My thots, no dissing intended » happyflower, posted by muffled on November 6, 2008, at 12:10:57
Well so now I am not welcomed to vent here?
I don't know I was breaking any rules.
How am I suppose to respond to my feeling of feeling totally rejected now?But I guess it is just me and my issues on why I feel so hurt right now I just want to die. BUt don't care about me, I won't tell you if I do because it doesn't matter to anyone if I am alive or dead. Nothing matters anymore. I don't matter anymore. I only exist as a human punching bag, kick me, burn me, judge me, wash my eyes with acid, tell me I am not wanted here, tell me to shut the f*ck up on babble, I guess that is my destiny. Now I know why people kill themselves, because this world sucks. I don't see any purpose of living this life anymore being everyone's punching bag. Put on my gravestone--F*ck everything, f*ck life, and f*ck off.
Being dead seems like happiness to me. Now for my migraine, I think a bottle of Tylenol should world get rid of the pain, at least the physical pain. Please block me forever because I will be dead by the time anyone reads this, and it won't matter.
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