Posted by jammerlich on June 29, 2008, at 1:22:05
I've had the same yucky dream of childhood event twice now. Barfed when it happened, barfed after the dreams. It's left me feeling really unsettled. My weakness caused harm to another living thing. Lots and lots of guilt. At first, I was with friends and that helped a lot because I was kind of obligated to keep it together. But now I'm not and my head is going to dark places.
To make matters worse, I'm pretty sure I need to see a doctor. Believe me when I say I only go when I feel there's no other option. I hate it, I hate it!! It doesn't help with the dark places either because then I think, "I won't have to go if I......"
I wish a babble friend could go with me. :-(
poster:jammerlich
thread:837109
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