Posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:45:20
In reply to I want the last 20 years back,. (nm), posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:05:11
i've been inundated with those "I'd rather be dead" thoughts everyday for the past week. I'm not the suicidal type, but I just think about the possibility of maybe being in a bank when robbers decide to come in shooting. Or perhaps standing on the street during a snow storm and being run over by a bus. Or maybe being grabbed off the street at night and murdered by a serial killer. Some kind of accidental death. I won't kill myself but that doesn't stop me from wishing every minute of every day that someone else would do it for me.
Bad day I guess.
poster:tina
thread:810059
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