Posted by Fivefires on March 27, 2007, at 18:23:52
In reply to Re: I need support pleeeezzz, posted by Phillipa on March 27, 2007, at 15:12:24
Well Phillipa and all, this is how it 'all went down':
first I felt 'relief' (oh boy .. don't have to go anywhere),
then felt a twinkle of evil (I can use this against P sometime),
then felt sad and cried (boo hoo; not even my P wants me),
then felt mad (cleaned the livin' daylights out of the guest bath .. probably left scratches)
and now, feel sort of worn out & hung up wet.(?)
I think I'm 2 worn out to do anything more right now. Another doc will cover meds. They had an appt for me next week. (Like my calendar isn't full or something???)
Oh, and get this, 'I CALLED THEM!'. Yeah. I would have gone 'for naught' if I hadn't!? Pfiffel!!!
Next week's appt will be 55 days from last appt.
But then I don't complain much.(?)
It was so good to hear your voice Phillipa; I had to 'follow up' to your 'followup'. (See how good I am w/ my sentence structure. Any1 care to comment?)
Maybe I should call my therapist; rather good one. learned in DBT, and think she gets me.
I'm not ez to get. Whether u all realize it or not, I can be quite a high maintenance person. (Now we all know I'm nearing the edge!)
I see the usual suspects have responded and love them for it, butt....
I NEED MORE! KEEP 'EM COMIN'!
I know some of you are out there saying 'oh there she goes again bein' needy, asking for kudos, strokes, or something', & 'what a freakin' drama queen'. Pls share; anything will do at this point. I'll take criticism & promise not to turn you in to the authorities.(?) I just want this to be 'all about me'. (I didn't mean that. I think someone else type that last sentence.)
I'll use bad language -or- talk about sex -or- share my refreshments!(?) I bribe.
wacked, 5f
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