Posted by karen_kay on January 30, 2007, at 10:06:28
In reply to jeez....i am so oblivious....what the hell happene » karen_kay, posted by alesta on January 30, 2007, at 8:16:55
please don't feel obligated to answer my de4sperate need for attention dear. i need it one second, then the next, i'm off to hang shelves in my bedroom. it was just one of those moments. and a moment it was.
i haven't the faintest clue what's going on. i'm feelign down because my meds are sedating me. so, my responsibility is getting my sister's kid off to school. i can't wake up to the alarm. so, i wake up screaming 'hustle, hustle, you have 5 minutes to get ready.' and that ends with me crying for not holding up my esponsibilities.
i feel bad for not finishing school (stupid, stupid, stupid. 1 blasted semester to go. i swear, i can't finish anything. i'm surprised my son came early, or i fear he may still be in my belly until i'm forty.)
then, the next minute, i'm so happy. my duckie likes to bite me with his one toofers. and i love it when he does. and i love his giggles. and he takes big boy baths. and mr kk and i are getting along so great. we're 'starting over' with trust, with everything.
it's the meds. it's the hormones. it's the brain. i don't know what it is but i'm all over the place.
thank you for answering. thank you for caring.
and, more importantly, how are you doing dear? i believe you were in a rough spot last i read. check out that shoe thing that philyra sent. it's got a guy doing the robot (yuckers) for a robot. how oddd and scary can you get. it made me laugh.
thanks again madame.
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