Posted by yxibow on October 4, 2006, at 1:27:10 [reposted on October 8, 2006, at 13:45:14 | original URL]
In reply to Re: The day is counting down....Lymom3, posted by rjlockhart on October 3, 2006, at 22:45:28
> First of all I have thought about asking about getting prescribed Prescription Testosterone. To be more, feel dominant, because my mom is very unstable at times and feels she has to control the situation, she has taken care of my speeding tickets, my court for the wreck.....im giving her credit for that, she does go out of her way for me.......sometimes.
No sane doctor is going to prescribe you testosterone unless you were a woman considering a sex change. Please, I'm not trying to be rude, but come back to earth with us. I know you're hurting and trying to figure a way out, but brash ideas will have brash consequences.
But im telling you she will say a big fat "no" to dexedrine, if she finds out im taking it with out her knowlage she will go nuts, its her that doesnt want me to be on stimulants, she thinks im Bi Poler and it will trigger and manic episode, which it did not,
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> but as i said i abused it some in the past but she overreacted, i cannot focus hardly at all in class, i feel helpless, on the wrong page, have no clue on what is happening... well that is putting it mild.
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> Im taking deep breath. The miltary could be something i could do, i talked today at work about it, they said the marines would tear my *ss up, i would not be matt anymore. Im reconidering about this, the air force maybe...... but still alot of stress, and a whole new envorment, new attitude, i dont know if they would prescribe medication if i was having a very hard time focusing as i am in class right now.
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> Anyways, phillipa im still going to email the air force.It sounds like at the same time as you cannot stand your mother micromanaging your life, you want a higher authority to do the same -- namely the government and the military. Why choose this over other more productive, life changing plans that don't have a chance of maiming or getting yourself killed? It sounds, and I'll get slapped because this is seemingly political, but I do support our troops regardless of the political climate because they're human beings in harms way, that you're almost trying to commit suicide by proxy. Don't do it, please.
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