Posted by Rjlockhart on October 2, 2006, at 20:33:05 [reposted on October 8, 2006, at 13:43:18 | original URL]
I go see my doctor by myself with out my mother, I dont know what to do, if she finds out im on Dexedrine she will go crazy.
I need to get out of this enviorment. Live on my own. I dont know if, the marines are the awnser. Mainly i would i get killed. The air force is still in mind....
But i, i cant take the stress load of having a full time job and going to school, mainly because i have trouble focusing, keeping up, the quality of life would change if i went full time, i would be, i just would go crazy. Thats the other option and getting insurance and moving out, by myself immidately learning how to be independent. It's really a wreck.
I am about to go talk to a social worker. And see what i can do. Becuase i am 19 and i am consiered and adult. I am trapped in between a confort zone, which is home, i dont know if i should move out. This is ALL over medication. My mother is not going to change, there is no way i can convice her to change her mind. She will not treat me for ADD.
Am i taking this to extreme? the army would well lets say i would be supporting my country but everything would turn to turmoil. Iraq....
I dont know which is worse.I cant really stand up to her, because my stepdad backs me off and lets her do the bitching.
Well, i think its time for me to live on my own. But i dont know im in a pre-life crisis.
Someone help. And should i join the military?
Matt
poster:Rjlockhart
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