Posted by JerryPharmStudent on September 5, 2006, at 23:05:12
In reply to Re: How are people doing? » JerryPharmStudent, posted by SLS on September 5, 2006, at 7:00:59
> > I feel my life is over.
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> That can happen from time to time.
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> It passes.
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> Are you in crisis?
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> What's happening?
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> What thoughts go through your head?
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> Do you feel doomed? What do you see in your future?
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> Why do you logically feel that you have run out of alternatives?
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> - Scott
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>Hey Scott -
I don't know what's going on. I'm taking my meds as usual. Seems my depression overpowers my meds ever couple of weeks or so. School just started back up a couple weeks ago. I noticed right then that I wasn't feeling right - because I usually look forward to school. I like the classes I'm taking - but feel so unmotivated and so hopeless it's - soo painful. I missed 2 classes today because I didn't want to get out of bed. I feel like crying a lot and have this horriifc sinking feeling in my stomach. I can't tell if it's my just my depression or if I'm actually depressed ABOUT something? Perhaps a combo of the two. I'm VERY lonely and do not have ny friends. So I go to class, and come home, I feel like I'm doing it all for nothing - no reward.
I'm so desparate for support- that's why I came back to the board. I knew you guys would be here for me.
No one understands how depression feels - I mean - the people in my life - some family members, friends, etc. They all "have their own problems." They think that depression feels just like regular stress. It's so painful and it robs life away. No amount of physical pain could ever match the pain of depression.
I'm in terrible, terrible pain.
any and all support is appreciated.
Jerry
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