Posted by corafree on July 29, 2006, at 6:39:59
In reply to Re: Butt, I'm Really Freakin' Out! :( » corafree, posted by Kath on July 28, 2006, at 14:30:47
Wow! Thank you very much for the research and sharing what has helped you.
I've printed your alternatives.
One thing that confuses me is fiber ... so often fiber is 'wheat' and yet you shouldn't have wheat.(?)
I've had cravings for 'wheat' in the last 4-5 months. Not sure why. Just can't seem to get enough Triscuits and Wheat Thins! A doc thought celiac dz should be ruled out, butt . . .
After all this ...
I've never been 'so hurt' by a doctor and I've taken on a negative attitude towards all of my doctors, after this experience.
I feel so violated! This experience felt like abuse. I'm so angry. It's going to take something to get past this, maybe time, forgiveness, or filing a complaint; I'm not sure.
(I'm used to abuse so I didn't react as I should have when it happened.)
My daughter was angry. She called me the next day to ask if I was going to file a complaint.
I kind of know how the State Board of Medical Examiners works, and one complaint 'is nothing' on a doc's record. And, this is especially true if he is as successful as this doctor. If I had the 'bucks', I would turn to the law.
Hopefully I can find a natural supplement that will help me. Think I'm still 'in shock' right now. I feel angry at the whole world, and I don't like it. I take it out on the loved ones around me. I feel bad.
It's interesting you picked up on the 'little girl inside', as she is devastated! It's so hard to 'care for her' ... when you go to great lengths to find someone to care and they abuse you.
TksSoMuch, cf
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