Posted by Deneb on May 22, 2006, at 12:15:35
In reply to Socializing » Deneb, posted by ClearSkies on May 22, 2006, at 7:32:08
I didn't do so well before and during the workshop. I just wanted to disappear. I started hiding. :-( People must have thought I was insane or something.
It was really weird, at one point I wasn't anxious at all, then asked a stupid question. I just blurted out and asked Dr. Bob, "What is splitting", I can't believe I did such a stupid thing. All the pdocs there probably already know what splitting is. Why must I be so strange? I just couldn't help myself, I wanted to ask Dr. Bob a question.
Anyways, I'd rather not talk about my actual contribution. I'm mortified. In the past, this would be the time where I would wish I were dead. I don't want to be dead anymore, no matter what embarassing thing happens.
I'm sooo tired. I think I'll go to sleep now. I'm just going to pretend it never happened.
I got Dr. Bob to give me another hug! I just thought a hug from Bob would make things all better. I think it helped. I hope I'm not taking advantage of Dr. Bob.
I'm just going to think about how I hugged Bob, instead of what happened. Bob's nice.
Deneb*
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