Posted by special_k on April 1, 2006, at 22:53:57
In reply to Joan Jett, posted by verne on April 1, 2006, at 22:17:58
this isn't to anyone in particular...
but i wish people wouldn't go :-(
and i wish people didn't hate themselves and think badly of themselves and stuff. i think i do more than enough of that for everybody, really.
sigh.
one of the nice things about this place is seeing how in isolation... one isn't alone.
i don't really know what i'm saying.
just that i feel for people...
nobody in particular...
but i feel for people.i feel old and broken quite a lot.
my age doesn't matter.
the body is breaking down.
coughing up yuk stuff after a flight of stairs
the cigarettes will get me in the end.
aching back
aching feet
walk like a robot
ankles don't bend very well.
hunch back.feel old. thats the point. old and ain't so pretty neither...
but i wish people wouldn't go...
i wish they could hang around...
and we can be isolated together. which is nicer in a way. though people fighting isn't so fun :-( or... maybe i get a kick out of it at times. i can be perverse like that sigh. but don't mean to hurt. never mean to hurt.i'd give no one in particular a hug...
but i don't think that would go down so well...i'd do it irl too.
all the people who just want a hug.
sometimes...i just want a hug too.
and othertimes... i'm not sure what is wrong not sure what is wrong but really i think
i just want a hug too.
poster:special_k
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