Posted by verne on April 1, 2006, at 22:17:58
I love all kinds of music, bluegrass, irish folk, rock, and the usual folk crap, but I've always especially loved one song, "Little Liar", by Joan Jett, and today, just finally, had the gumption to order it.
I'm not even into rock & roll or the punk thing, but Joan Jett works for me on every level. She's got a few cliche hits like "I love Rock and Roll", but "Little Liar" stands alone.
My other favorite artists are Talking Heads, Leonard Cohen, and Joni Mitchell. Kinda sad really.
Perhaps, "Little Liar" defines as much as Wittgenstein? He might be the first to agree really.
You guys have been so kind to me. I'm really not doing well and need and break. I need some real time healing. Actually that's an understatement but I don't see how anyboodle from babble can help me in any sort of real way.
I'll probably muck through. I do not enjoy life. I do not enjoy waking up.
That said, I always muck through. Please take care of yourselves. I'm in so much emotional pain... don't know.
You can't help me with words. I haven't (like Linkadge) been touched for years really. I pretended (like a troll i guess) to have a girlfriend. I really did search for a past girlfriend though.
I'm withdrawn, isolated. Hoping this sounds like a singles ad, I've been accused of being good-looking and even having dimples. I also used to bench press 315lbs at a weight of 150lbs.
Now 54, disabled vet, PTSD, among other things, I'm not so dimplish, or svelte. I hate myself and have no life. I basically do not want to wake up in the morning.
Others tell me I have so much going for me. I don't think I can be "cute" any more. That used to be good for something although the gardener keeps wanting to give me a "massage".
I love women but could easily have been gay. I mean, I was the gay guy in the tree house at the teenage sleep overs - yet it turned out i was straight in the end.
Now I'm hopelessly straight and alone - aging semi-cute, overweight, former dimpled weight lifter.
I've watched a friend and pastor raise his child, I put up with all the old southern baptist, anti-gay, anti-liberal jokes. I kept my distance and had almost zero contact with the son. Turns out he's gay and now the entire family is in crisis. I don't even see what the problem is.
I'm envious. I'm just old, straight, and not so cute.
Verne
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