Posted by wildcard on January 9, 2006, at 23:34:19
i could just f*cking scream. i have my own family, two boys and one on the way, trying to write my book and wanting to finish w/ my degree. now my younger brother who busted his *ss to get to Duke med. school cannot afford to stay unless i pay the tuition b/c his dad (diff dads)has a drug/alcohol addiction. my youngest brother who is almost 19 still lives w/ this same father, has NO education, has never worked, suffers from depression and severe obesity and i cannot help him. i have tried everything and i know i have to let go but everything hit at once and i'm just so angry and hurt that i am almost numb inside. i won't even bring up our mother....
sorry to be like this as i try to stay happy and cheer others up but i'm just so i don't know!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to go beat my punching bag...that should help...thx for listening.
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thread:597403
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