Posted by zeugma on December 21, 2005, at 16:39:10
In reply to Re: survival instinct » zeugma, posted by Damos on December 21, 2005, at 15:42:23
> Hey Z~
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> Mate I don't know quite know how to respond, I really don't.>>yes you do.
<Wish Babble could be like the power grid, and that each of us had a gizmo kinda like the thingamejigs that they slip over your finger in hospital that you could connect to a USB port, and when you were on babble you'd be able to connect to the love and energy of all the other babblers and have that actual sense of connection.>>thankfully my USB ports are actually working, so I can plug myself in here for the connection you speak of. It *is* an actual sense of connection.(and i like the metaphor)
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> D*mn I'm so slack I haven't even asked you about the test results - sorry.
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you have a good memory. I don't have diabetes. I have a wretchedly dry mouth. And thank you for reminding me, because I had forgotten to pop my hourly saliva pill- amusingly it is the one that alesta had recommended a year or two ago that my pharmacy keeps in constant stock for me now, after i had depleted their shelves of every other product in hopes of keeping my tongue from clacking against the roof of my mouth. <tongue feels better now>
> I know you have enormous passion and enthusiasm for things and so much to offer. And I reckon we've hardly scratched the surface of a tiny portion of the things that really matter to you in our conversations, which have been too few and far between - my fault.
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mine. most of what i write- to you and others- goes where alesta's missing post went, but in my case on purpose, because i don't like to express what i'm thinking because it's negative or stupid or whatever.> Sorry you feel the way you do. The head down trudge through an alien landscape is hard. Lack of feeling and lack of restful sleep make things harder still. Holding on to hope simply because it's the only thing left is hard too. But I hope you will come here, or to our inboxes and continue to connect with us in whetever way you can because it matters to us that you do, it means something to us, you have significant meaning to us.
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so do you. and this place as a whole. and the "head down trudge through an alien landscape" as you so well put it is something (sadly) you have experienced too. but i do come here even when my posts disappear, and what you say matters to me a lot. (((damos)))thank you
-z
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