Posted by Deneb on August 27, 2005, at 21:33:30
I can't believe that I'm having such horrible thoughts again and classes haven't even started yet. :-(
I think I'm afraid and upset. I'm afraid I won't be able to do well and I'm upset that nothing seems to help me.
I think people have given up on me. "Help" just doesn't seem to help me. It might have helped me enough to stay on planet Earth, but not enough to be fully functional. Now I don't have any help so I think things will just go downhill from here.
Everyone seems very upset with my posts. The scary thing is that those thoughts are nowhere near dangerous according to my history. I've been much worse.
Deneb
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