Posted by rainbowbrite on June 22, 2005, at 21:56:17
In reply to Re: thanks guys, posted by sleepygirl on June 22, 2005, at 21:35:29
I feel disconnected from emotion...like im not emotional but I am also very full of emotion ...confuses me too.
i just feel like my emotions are so differnet than people around me IRL. Im having a really hard time trying to elaborate....hmm
People experience the same emotions as me...I know that. but they experience them with totally differnet events. I dont know if that is clear?and becasue I feel some what crappy I have been disconnecitn form people so kinda a yes to all
I guess emotionally I feel like I am water balloon and I am being stepped on with alot of pressure....soon POP! but for others dealing with the same sh*t they seem like flowers floating in the wind. well thats an exageration....but I dont feel ok to fully express myself because no one else does. Now I say I dont feel ok doing it....but that doesnt stop me, I do it anyway...and then I feel like Im kind of unstable and like crap :-( (in other words I burst today :-( ) easier to put it that way....no one else seems to burst :-( ?
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