Posted by Jai Narayan on March 22, 2005, at 8:12:05
In reply to So do you feel hopeful, Jai? » Jai Narayan, posted by partlycloudy on March 22, 2005, at 7:03:06
sorry you are not a happy camper....
I am usually blue on Tuesday.
you know there's an herbal product called Happy Camper?
it takes the edge off...
I've never used it but my sister loves it.I live "as if"...
as if I make a difference and as if something will change
I resigned myself to this stance.
I just couldn't function with all the saddness dragging me down.
but every once in a while I get especially sad. you know when something happens....
then I have to mourn.
when I am done I go on acting "as if" again.
On some level my attitude and actions has does have some effect.what's the alternative?
I am hoping to reach joy through meditation and working out my fears.
that will enable me to function more fully on anything I do.I appreciate your compassion pc..
love hearing from you.
Ja*
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