Posted by AdaGrace on February 21, 2005, at 8:03:27
In reply to Re: The Temptress. » AdaGrace, posted by Toph on February 20, 2005, at 16:19:50
I am horrified of this post, simply and utterly ashamed and horrified. What the hell was I thinking writing that. I feel so silly that I am so hung up on outward appearances.
In my defence, however, I have been extreemly overweight for most of my adult life. I have slowly and gradually decreased my size over the past few years. I am now within 10 pounds of my own goal and for some reason, I now think that my outward appearance should be rewarded with attention. Never having any for so long made me yearn for it. Made me want to be the subject of conversation when I walked I a room.
This is simply another one of my cries for attention. One of my tiresome pleas to be noticed and praised. Why am I like this? God, this is embarassing.
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