Posted by Dinah on January 19, 2005, at 18:42:38
I'm just going to have to figure something out. My body is giving out on me. I can't do what I used to be able to do. I need to learn entirely new ways of working to maintain my ability to work consistently. Small snacks maybe, or scheduled breaks before my body decides to take one on its own.
Two and a half hours of intense work. That's all I could do today before losing my ability to think. There just has to be a better way.
I wonder if I can find a dietician who is willing to be flexible. Or a work consultant. Do they have work consultants? I can't help but think it has something to do with diabetes and stress, unless they both just happened along at about the same time.
I can't do what I need to be able to do unless I can master my body and mind.
I just can't stand to see this happening to me. My brain was the one thing I could count on. Being smart, I mean. Being very good at what I do. Being able to think creatively and efficiently. What am I if I can't get that back?
poster:Dinah
thread:444378
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