Posted by lostforwards on December 16, 2004, at 23:01:17
In reply to Re: my moral sense is fading away..., posted by Jai Narayan on December 16, 2004, at 22:15:43
Disparaging is a big word and I don't know how to interpret it the way you've used it. I don't know what happened or why it happened. I just get random violent thoughts and sexual urges I never had before. A lack of moral restraint. It was really bad for a while, then it gradually got better. Loud noises make me very irritable. I freak out and hit myself more often than I used to. It's almost as if half my brain shut down after being on the meds. Or at least that my ability to cope with something is gone or depleted.... I don't know... I wish you knew. I wish someone on here knew.
I also completely space out sometimes and I'm a different person. Like suddenly all me disappears and I'm under someone elses spell. It's like I'm 5 again. I don't know. Usually after a minor amount of stress I completely phase into a reactive, or something, personality change. It's weird. I also loose my train of thought a lot, and all those other things I've mentioned dozens of times that make no sense to me. I don't know what's wrong with me.
Something is defintely wrong though and isn't very straight forward.
thanks you.
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